The Heart of Life

I hate to see you cry
Lying there in that position
There's things you need to hear
So turn off your tears And listen
Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But I know the heart of life is good
You know, it's nothing new
Bad news never had good timing
But, then your circle of friends
Will defend the silver lining
Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But I know the heart of life is good
Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
Fear is a friend who's misunderstood
But I know the heart of life is good
I know it's good

I've never really listened to John Mayer... until I found all these CDs at work. I must say, he's good. Really good. I like the way he plays his guitar and the way he sings. And his words are really cool. This song, well, it's very true. Like bad news ALWAYS has bad timing. Since when was there good timing for that kind of stuff? But friends do make the silver lining... your friends are there to put you back up on your feet, whenever your ready that is. So even though friends can't always make you happy and can sometimes do the exact opposite, they are still there through thick and thin and that's why I love them.

So yes... sorry about my blogs. It happens. I'm a girl. I get emotional. But I always comeout of it with a new outlook on life. I can't say I'm not nervous for the weeks and months to come. I have a lot of things going on in my life and not sure what to make of it. I mean with John and Anna's wedding (which is one of the most exciting things of the year! I LOVE YOU BOTH!) And then my dad being in rehab, and trying to figure out how I'm going to pay for school next year AND starting a new job this summer (which is again a very good thing but scary) well it's a lot to take in! Change is good, or at least that's what people tell me. Even if it is a good thing, it always seems so stressful and painful in the meantime. But it's funny how God works. I never know what to expect. And I shouldn't want to. Sometimes I think it'd be easier. But who said life was gonna be easy right?

Sorry, I'm in a thoughtful mood. So yes.. this week is full of beggings and endings. So it goes. (haha nate)