Out with the old, in with the new...

Well I promise I'm much better than from the last post. I've gone through my down phase and have worked it out that I'm not so "bitter" all the time. Just remember: don't ask my about work unless I say something about it (makes me remember that instead of school, I have Panera.. ::shivers::) Other than that, I can put up with everything else. =) So I hope that'll do. Thank you for putting up with me all...

I've also learned: don't trust Jen Lunnenborg's (sp?) contact solution! OUCHIES!!! So basically I slept over at her house Saturday night and we couldn't find her regular contact solution so we just used this other stuff. The next morning she was in the bathroom and I was in her bedroom, but we were both putting in our contacts... I put mine in and a few seconds later I'm screaming "DEAR MOTHER OF GOD!!!!" And a few moment later I hear her scream "DONT PUT YOUR CONTACTS IN!!" So what happened is that I think we needed a neutralizing tablet for the solution and so the solution just made our contacts lens from hell. It felt like lava pouring into your eye, or a thousand bees slapping you, or something of the sort. It was terrible. She called into work, we went to Target and to Arby's and I was blind for a couple hours of the morning. Haha. I mean eventually we got it all worked out, but man.. your eye just closes shut like a hungry shark's jaw and all your trying to do is help your poor eye out while it's screaming, "leave me alone I can do it myself!" I tell ya... It was quite a tramatic experience.

What else is new in the life of Amy... oh! I bought a laptop! okay.. more so I used my mom's credit and now I have to pay $27.00 a month for it. But hey, it works for me! I want one now and don't have to wait... and I bought books and movies and music! So I got Life of Pi and But Inside I'm Screaming and Life of Pi... wow, good read. I suggest it all to you. It's funny and very entertaining.. I'm learning a lto of stuff by it which is cool. So yes, READ PEOPLE! haha

Now of course boys.. I'm frusturated, but also a girl, which makes me crazy. And it's so true to. Like James.. cool guy, really like to hang out with him, but when he doesnt' return texts or call me I worry like oh am I being annoying? does he even wanna be my friend? and stuff like that which sounds crazy especially when you say it out loud, but honestly, most girls think these things when this stuff happens. We will drive ourselves up the wall just to understand what's going on. And i'm trying really hard not to do that anymore. It's stupid. So now I'm just trying to figure out where James and I are... since most of my friends are gone during the week (I knwo there is Adam, Mike, Sarah, Rachel, Lee, Zach for now, etc. but I dont' see them a lot) I would just like to have James as another person to add to this list. I dunno.. i'm crazy. I think I'm just tired... really tired of being in the same place. I've been single since 2004.. and oh look, it's 2006.. SAD! I'm not going out of my way to meet someone, but it'd be nice yah know? Just someone to be there. Goll I'm sappy at night...

Well, I'll bring up work now. I'm supposed to have a meeting with the District Manager of Panera sometime in the next two weeks and I'm really nervous. I don't know how on earth I will be a good manager. I don't know how to boss people around, and I think the employees know that. I don't wanna be the bad guy. I've spent my whole life trying not to be that person. But it's like if I don't get this job, I don't go to school. Plain and simple. So a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do. So pray for me because I really need this!!

Okay, i'm out... I'm tired. I love you all

Sister in Christ,
Amy




P.S.- side "pomies" and cuddling rule... and of course Jen