5 shots of espresso please!!

Yes... even that did not wake me. Dang.

So after less than 24 hours of school, I had a mental breakdown. Sad eh? No so much towards school, but it was def. a factor. My classes are good, dont' get me wrong. I love being here and like Adam said, I have been fighting for this for too long to give up now. It's just that this school is way different than Winona. It's harder to say the least. And I'm fine with that, I wanna show what I can do with my mind. Haha. But... I work 30-33 hrs. a week. Last night I worked in Plymouth from 4:30-Cl and I was having problems with my contacts and eventually I had to take it out cuz my eye was so red. That slowed me down at work and I didn't get back to school until 12:30am. I just broke down. If this is what it's gonna be like, I don't know what I'm gonna do. I can't come home that late. I had homework to do and I stayed up until 3Am to at least do half of it. I was just so flustered. I don't undestand how like Justin or others are so graceful here and look like they put no effort into it. I feel like I'm gonna drown and there is nothing I can do about it. I will for sure talk to my managers and work something out cuz 33 hrs is ridiculous. But do not worry friends, I have calmed down and I found out that one of my bigger classes only meets on M and F instead of W as well. So that'll give me more time to do homework!!

What else, oh what else... I like my roomates. I only know one pretty well, and then another one I'm just getting to know, but the other two are usually pretty busy. And I've met some cool people so far and hopefully I'll get some friendships out of those. Then of course there is Dusty, Justin, Kara, Erica, Jesse, and Natalie. They are like my support group. Haha. I feel socially awkward in all of my classes right now but I'm hoping that will pass.

Hmm... well.... I think i'm gonna run. Then homework homework homework! But luckily I am going to a play tonight so I'll have a bit of relaxation tonight!

Amy <3