"When I came to visit you, that's when I knew that I could never have you...." 3EB

Good song I recommend it to all of you.

So I've had so many highs and lows that it's just utterly ridiculous. It really is. I've been soo spiritually picked up by God and I'm loving every moment of it. But then there is the downfall that people bring me. Like, I've felt so alone and it's been really hard to deal with. I don't have time to make new friends cuz I work five out of seven days. The only times I have that are really truly open is during chapel and lunch. But nobody goes to either of those things. Then I feel alone and get really sad. So it's just weird. I'm totally happy here, but I need more people interaction. Anyone who reads this knows that I've always been a social butterfly, I thrive on social events. I've never been in this position where I can't hang out with people all the time. It's odd to me and really hard to grasp. I know it's good for me and that I just have to learn to deal, but it's been an uphill battle. So I'm sorry if anyone experiences my weekly breakdown, but I just get so overwhelmed. But this is where I thiank God for giving me chapel and those moments throughout the day that tell me I'll live. I love Him for it. I really do. =)

After Wednesday I'll officially be working 7 hours less at work, which will help my stress level and my sleep level, and my friendship making skills. Haha. I sound like a loser. Oh I'm so excited to have three days a week off. It's gonna be magical. We'll see how it goes, I see myself cutting it down even more... haha. Oh well.... they take me for granted. Stupid Panera. Lol.

So this weekend will consist of house sitting at one point or another, going to a movie, working, homework, seeing my friend (It's his BIRTHDAY! YAY!) and sleeping with JEn! HAha... yah... I said it. ;)

So my teacher today basically gave me an incomplete on an assignment and it sucked. But oh well.... I'm talking to Anna right now, so I'm really happy. (PSsssstt.... she's getting MARRIED in 3 months and 2 days!!! YAYAYYAYAYY!!!!!!!) I'm really excited. Can yah tell?? ANywayy.... now I'm distracted... so I'll go. I love the weekend!!

Amy<3