Some people don't care enough....

Where as I... I think I care too much. who knew that was even possible? I've realized that I love too many people and that I overbook myself CONSTANTLY!! It's hard. I just want to keep up with everyone in my life, and sometimes it's just not possible. I'm not willing to let go of anyone, but am I hurting more people by holding on? Who knows. All I'm trying to say is I'm sorry to those I blow off, and I don't mean to, just know it's cuz I care TOO much. lol

I did, however, get to hang out with two lovely ladies tonight! (Toni and Karla) My how I love them. It's nice to have friends at work that are also friends outside of work. And my dear Mr. Bobuttons made a point about work friends. Even though we may consistantly talk about work way too much, it's what we have in common AND they are the only people that will get where you are coming from if something went wrong, or if there is work drama. That's why I love them. And man, Karla has only been in my life for six months, but I just adore her. She's been through my "drama" every step of the way, and I love it. I'm glad I have those too (and I'll include Melody EVEN THOUGH she did not come!)

So I became an AUNT for the second time tonight (My brother Dusty and my Sister-in-law Olivia had a baby girl tonight! Congrats brother!) I'm super excited about it. I just hope I can see her more than I see my other baby cousin. The older I get, the more excited I am to have babies in this world. They are so fresh and new, and nothing has hurt them yet. They are yours to mold. And hopefully you do your best to raise them up right. I know I'm not ready for that, and luckly I'm not in a position to have to be responsibility. (PHEW!) But for Karla... I think she'll do just fine.

I keep reading Mere Christianity, and I just fall in love with it every time I open the thing. It's amazing. C.S. Lewis is completely brilliant; I do have a lot of questions though. Maybe he's TOO smart. Nah... I just don't know how people think in these ways. I'm more of a question asker, not the one to answer the question. But I guess we need both in this world don't we?

Okay, I'm just rambling for the heck of it. I'm just happy and felt like writing. My life seems to be pretty good, and I'm really happy with certain things. =) hee hee. Smitten is the word of the day.

Night and Blessings,
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P.S.- I missed the dots... so they are back!!