Baby Spiders

These things are the devil!! So while Alyssa, Justin, and I were hanging out on my bed yesterday, they noticed there were quite a few spiders on my ceiling. Of course I panicked and made Justin kill most of them, but then we went out on our merry way. Well I get home last night and there are DOZENS more!! I spent over an hour killing them! They just kept coming and coming from what seemed like no where. Their fangs were out for blood and they were iridescent so I couldn't really see them. They knew my fear and used it against me. But I conquered them! I showed them what it meant to be bigger, stronger, faster. Those babies didn't have a chance. Bwah ah ah.

Well it looks like a whole month has basically passed since I've updated last. How frustrating. I really hate that. It's not that I don't wanna write, but there is just no time to drive down the street and sit in my car to write my blog. Heck, there is no time to WRITE these days. I better make time for both. I do believe however that the second I have internet again I will be on my feel once more writing as much as I had been writing. It'll be nice. But lets not spend so much time talking about the failed writing of the month, let's talk about life cuz it's been pretty good!

I guess this will be my bold statement considering i'm putting it on my blog, but I am once again dating the infamous Justin. Now this is gutsy because there are still some people that don't know, and people we probably mean to tell in person. But he hasn't really seem to care that I've been telling people, so this will most likely be okay. He's told me he'd rather have me take a pregnancy test than post our "status" on Facebook. Drama queen much? lol. No, it was really funny. But I'll give him the space he needs. He's got some commitment issues. But what I've realized is, who doesn't?? It's scary to be in a relationship that could possibly lead to be connected for the rest of your life?! BIG WORDS. I mean, you CHOOSE to love and you CHOOSE to stay committed and you CHOOSE to do everything together. That's a lot of choosing. And up until recently I've been rather okay with being on my own. I have nothing holding me down and nothing to really be connected to. Obviously friends and family, but virtually free to do anything. It's beautiful. Back to the story, we basically have been in a sort of dating relationship since March. And he told his parents like two weeks ago. So i'm not really sure how long I should say. But yah... it's slow moving, we're slowly getting used to the idea.... so don't spook him! don't call him up and be like WTF?! Lol. All that can be directed to me. But then again, most people know now so I'm not too worried about this blog. And even though there will be lots of questions, know that I am very very happy. :)

Last night Justin and I went over to Jen Seward and Andrew Beckman's townhouse and played a would you rather board game with them and Andrew's four other friends. Oh man it was so much. I had a really really good time doing that. And I was told I was funny! Well, not directly. But we had to basically write in our own Would you Rather's and they liked mine. What can I say? God gave me a gift! :) One was "Would you rather carry a CPR dummy around forever... OR (this was my part) have the CPR dummy carry you around forever?. LOVE it. People are just funny. I dunno. I'm glad we went over there last night.

I really wish I could write more. I have so much more to tell. Like how two of my other friends are dating and I really like it. And that Karrah and Corie are moving to Uptown so I'll get to see them lots. And that Zach is going to France and he had a party for leaving and I saw a lot of Delano people and it was a treat. And Kara had her birthday and she's been roadtripping for over a week. And yes! Life is crazy and busy and I wish I could write all that happens. Soon enough.. soon enough. Love

Amy