Sigh sigh sigh...so many things to just sigh about. Have you ever been in that moment where you want so much but can have nothing? ahh yes... I'm in that kind of mood again. These happen frequently and considering this IS my journal thingy, heck, I might as well write about it. Correct?
For the last couple of hourse I've basically been alone, not that that's a bad thing. Ali went to work on her speech and Anna headed back to her dorm, so here I sat. There was a floor meeting, but I just felt, out of the loop. Not really in the mood to be with people, but at the same time, I desire to be friends with all of them. haha. So I again headed to my room of lonliness to ponder life. Well I gave up on that pretty quickly, and then I was like hmmm....I should watch a movie!! So I ended up watchin "A Walk to Remember." My first choice would have been the Notebook, but nobody I know on this floor has it! ahhh!! I wanted to be all sappy. This movie worked though. But of course the result of watching sappy movies is that you want to be in love. Ahh Love, what a feeling! For those of you who have never experienced it yet, oh just wait! It is such a wonderful thing. Not saying that God's love is not more important or anything, but you gusy get what I'm getting at. Love by ANYONE makes you feel all tingly inside, it's how you keep people going in life sometimes. I've just been like, "wow, I've been single for almost a year in a half. That's a might long time." Yet here I sit, not even trying. Go figure. If anyone is like me, you get these urges to be like, screw it, I'll date the next random person that I am attracted to or something to that extent. But of course God lays it on my heart that that's really not what I want, so I never proceed on those feelings. Sigh... ah love...let's all reminisce about the past loves....
Well now that the "sappy moment" has passed, let's continue on! Thanksgiving is just around the corner, and you know what that means! Family and Friends and Food and a Break! Woo! Can't go wrong with all that. Even though I'm not close to any of my family member, I love going to my Dad's mom's house because they always have the best food ever. It's kinda the only family I got, and I guess I can give them one day a year... right? I guess in the last couple of years I've really drawn close to Justin's family, bad idea now eh? But anywho, they always have good food too, only I like the people more! Plus, this is the type of family that plays Trivial Pursuit like crazy, it's funny! Everyone gets so into it! Those were always fun to go to. Especially because it's like a for sure thing to go to Joe's Mom's in the early day for the big family reunion type thing with all the food and brothers and sisters, it's a mad house! But I love some of his aunts, like Liz! Then after you have stuffed yourself there, you would head over to Debbie's sister's hosue to have a smaller get together with good food as well. Mmmmm. Then of course the games, and the kids! I love those kids! Nathan is 10 an is TALLER THAN ME! Oh how sad is that? Anyway, I just love the holidays! What are you guys thankful for?
Oh but I suppose... I still have homework that has not been touched tonight. I bid you ado, god bless all.
Somewhat College Momet: This picture was taken by our lovely and talented Anna!! Lee didn't think I'd kiss him on the cheek, and that was a bet he lost! I'm just that daring! I love bowling!Sister in Christ,
Amy <3
I'm thankful for: The wind on a warm summers day, the ice that gitters on the trees in winter, the birds that sing in the spring, the leaves that fall past my face in fall, the friends i have come to befriend, and most of all life.
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