Cuz you were all too stupid to get it

Sure... it's not a big deal... to YOU GUYS. You have no freaking idea what I'm going through and all you can come up with is "Oh, that's not a big deal, it happens all the time"

So am I meant to believe that if things "happen all the time" then they lose their meaning? Oh, well I guess nothing is a big deal anymore is it?

I expected my friends to get me the most. I dont' expect them to make me happy, that's impossible, but I DO expect them to be there for me. i'm sinking guys... I'm sinking fast and I feel like I'm drowning and I can't swim and I just need a hand to pull me up. But instead you are selfish and use your hand for other things.

If this were happening to ANY of you, I'd be there in a heart beat. I was there for Kara when she was dealing with her cancer stuff. I was there for the knapps when they lost their son. I was there for Adam when him and Holly split. I was there for Molly when she got into her accident. The point is... I was there. And no one can be there for me because they don't want to.

I see where my friendships lie