Yesterdays

The flowers cut and brought inside

Black cars in a single line

Your family in suits and ties

And you're free

The ache I feel inside

Is where the life has left your eyes

I'm alone for our last goodbye

But you're free

I remember you like yesterday

YesterdayI still can't believe you're gone

Oh I remember you like yesterday

YesterdayAnd until I'm with you, I carry on

Adrift on your ocean floor

I feel weightless numb and sore

A part of you and me is torn

You're free

I woke from a dream last night

I dreamt that you were by my side

Reminding me I still had life

In meI remember you like yesterday

YesterdayI still can't believe you're gone

Oh I remember you like yesterday

YesterdayAnd until I'm with you,

I carry on

I'll carry on, I'll carry on

Every lament is a love song

Yesterday, yesterday

I still can't believe you're gone

Every lament is a love song

Yesterday, yesterday

So long my friend, so long

Sometimes I feel this way about Travis... well most of the time. Travis is free from this world that we live in. And the line that says "Adrift on the ocean floor, I feel weightless, numb, and sore" is just the perfect way to describe the feeling when someone dies. By the way, this is a song on Switchfoot's CD, I'm not that good of a writer. Haha. And what happened to me yesterday just really made me miss him. I won't go into it, not here, but it just made me want to go back to those times when he was alive. nothing was as difficult as it is now. Growing up and becoming non-ignorant is hard, and I wish I didn't have to do it. Travis lucked out on this part. He got to live the best years. Thank God for that. I just hope that things are set right, cuz I had feeling this way.

So I should add that finals are over and I'm able to relax once more! It's nice to be back home (sorta) haha but they keep it so cold in here! I don't like that!! So socks are always nice even though I actually dispise socks. Lol. I can't wait to get my grades back!! I didn't realize how bad my GPA was until a week ago, so it's going to be really nice to have this semester bump it up a bit!! Or a lot, depending on how many A's I got. What else, I feel like there have been 101 Christmas parties, and they just keep on coming! lol. But I like the holidays, it's a nice feeling to have everyone together celebrating life and Jesus' birth. It should happen more often.

Oh yes, I totally kicked butt in 500 and Euchre! GO team LA! Haha. Anyway, I should go. I don't have too much to report besides the fact that Laura will be in town over Christmas which is always a blast. And that my sister is engaged. (If I didn't say that before, MY SISTER IS GETTING MARRIED!!!!!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYYAY!!!!!!!!!!) I'm not excited at all (note the sarcasm). Um... .and.... Jen and I can start house searching now before she leaves for Rome. yay! yep... that's it. I'm finito! Time for nap and another party! huzzah

Blessings and Merry Christmases all around

Amy