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Phew... i needed that immensely.
Life is a bitch 95% of the time. Between the stress of friends, school, money, loans, jobs, the economy, homework, and everything else, I'm surprised more people don't off themselves. lol. Okay, so I am kidding, but it gets so hectic and crazy that I feel like I should be on meds just to take it all in! Like yesterday I got denied, for the 7th time, for a loan for J-term. So now I have$995 on my Bethel account that I for sure can't pay cuz I can't get the loan. And who knows how that will affect my spring semester. And then of course friends are very good at tearing you down inside. It's a powerful hold they have on you, and they can either make you feel like you could never have a better friend to you are not even worth my attention. Yikes. To black and white for me. I just don't wanna cry. Boo.
The nice thing on the loan thing is that the financial advisor is struggling with me to find an answer. If I have to pay the money any way, there has got to be a way we can play with the numbers or something. There just has to. i'm going to make this work cuz I'm determined. It seems that God likes to make me work really hard for what I want in life. The battles get tiring, but I guess He knows I can do it. How unfortunate. I wish He thought I had a low limit. I would just breeze through life. lol. But where's the fun in that right?
Okay, I'm hungry and class starts soon AND i haven't done my reading as usual.
Amy
A word of advice: if those in you're life are tearing you down, you shouldn't be considering them "friends". Sometimes the going gets tough, and real friends will be there for you. I heart you. And I want you to know, I'll always be there for you.
ReplyDeleteThis is why i try to be a low maintinance low stress friend. But i fail at that sometimes. :( I sorry.
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