Girls are funny too!

That was just a statement. I do think we, as women, are funny, even if guys like to differ. Maybe its' a different kind of funny, but all in all i'd say that we are funny. I laugh a lot. And I LOVE to laugh. If you don't laugh enough, hang out with me. i'll either be quite clever and whitty, or I'll be as blonde as hell and you'll laugh anyway. Either way, I'm a good time. Haha. That or my friends are just that awesome. I think both can be true.

I have no purpose to blog today. Just to ramble. But really that's what I do the best. At least i'm not AS stressed today. I feel really good today. I have enough money for rent, I made a really huge dent in my unpacking process, and I am slowly starting to feel like I live in my new place. heck, I even showered here! Woo! It's all baby steps, but it's coming together. It is sad to watch everyone go to school without me though. It was Bethel's first day and I wanna go too, but I must wait my turn. This semester will be filled with a lot of great things, this I know, I just need to make sure to stay positive so I do not miss it.

This evening I got to play "Bargo" (Bingo) at Applebees with Seward, Alyssa, and Kara. It was a lot of fun. And I won a $5 gift card! Go me!! That was actually really exciting. I can't wait to use it... hint hint. We all just had a really good time and laughed a lot. And cute boys were there. lol.

so my confession of the week is that I got very very very drunk this weekend. I told Seward and felt instantly guilty. As I should. I never meant to be like that. I never meant to disappoint. It just happened. I remember that I once said that everyone who rebels is like the people who get to eat cake, and I wanna eat too. Rebeliousness just never fit me very well. But I joined in, I "ate" my cake, and I've had my fill. To clarify, yes, I enjoyed myself and yes I'm glad I went out with some people, but I did something that I've been against my entire life. I'm not proud, I don't feel like I've made a step in the right direction, I feel like everyone else. And that is lame. But it's over with, It's in the past, and all I can do is learn from this experience. If you wanna know the details, lemme know. It's kinda embarassingly funny. It makes for a good story. Heh.

Alright, I'm out. It's time for me to either sleep or unpack. I'm okay with either.

Tonight's Prayer: I continually pray to become the child of God that I know I can be, I pray for birthdays (Laura Milliken's) and that my family and friends will continue to be blessed by the Almighty One. : )

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