Boot Scootin' Boogy

I think that's a line from a song that my mom used to listen to when Holly and I were little. Country obviously. But I always enjoyed it. Hee hee. Look it up, I'm sure you'll love it. Or hate it with your whole heart. You pick!

Not having internet blows. It really does. I have having to try to find time to come on here and write. Because by now it's been like 3 weeks since I've written last and that means I have a MILLION stories for you. Like A MILLION. There's been drama, and weddings, and money successes, and highs and lows, and poker, and everything in between, but I won't remember half of it. Annoying.I can't keep you guys properly updated on life! WEll, I'll do my best

WEDDINGS There have been GREAT ones, and AWFUL ones. Seriously, It's been really hard this month dealing with all of them. One, I still can't get over. I've forgiven... well no I haven't. Man, I really need to do that. But I can't. I probably shouldn't talk about it TOO much considering this is an open blog and all, but let's just say I was more hurt by someone by something than I have been in a long time. Here's something to know about me. When I make friends, I latch on for life. I'm there for the ups and the downs and I work very hard to really get to know you. You become my family because that is who I am and that is how I feel about people. So when you cut me and stick that dagger into me, I die a little inside. I take it personally. People who wouldn't are crazy. And that wound lasts a long time because I've invested so much into you. It's hard to close and it's even harder to rise above. So think about that before you become friends with me. My little heart can't take it.

Enough rambling, I had good weddings too! My Roomie from last year Ashley got married finally! YAYAYAYA! it's so exciting! It was a BEAUTIFUL WEDDING and reception. And even though I didn't know that many people I had Megan and my lovely boyfriend, and Kristen and the wedding party. So it was happy. That was a wedding done right. :) And heck yes, FREE WINE. Can't say no to that. Haha

Money is finally good for me right now. I've gotten a lot of money back from things that were outstanding from people and everything is finally peaceful. Now I don't wan to say this because something might just pop up suddenly, but for now, it's good.

Boyfriend Boyfriend Boyfriend! What to say about this wonderful person in my life? Who knows. He's always been in my life and I've always written about him. I can be all mushy, but I prob. shouldn't. It's a little much for this and for everyone reading it. But I think he is wonderful. I like that we don't spend EVERYDAY together because it's unnecessary and there are more things to life than boyfriends. But he is my best friend (guy-wise) so he's there anyways. I got the best of both worlds. It's amazing where our relationship is. I mean honestly, it's bizarre. But a good kind of bizarre. :) We go on walks a lot which is really fun because we go around Lake Calhoun or the roads around his house and we talk about life. And then we play guess who and it's wonderful. I love it. I'm just happy. I am happy with my life even though there are some huge issues, I'm still happy.

My job is going well. The people I work with make me smile. Some people are leaving for bigger and better things and it makes me wonder if I should do the same. Oye. But for now it's good and I'm making enough to get by. Who can't be happy with that? The other internship is almost ending. I might be back on for Timberwovles but nothing is for sure set. That would be awesome though cuz it'd be paid! YAYAYAYA. But we'll wait and see.

Poker has become pretty popular right now in my group of friends. Well I should say mike and justin and mike's little sister and friends. THEY are in love with it. I've always liked Texas Hold'em. It's intriguing. But I am no free enough to play. I just always wanna play games. That's my problem. There is something awesome about friends coming together to play games and try to beat the other person. I love it even though I don't win. It's the game, not the winning. Don't get me wrong, I'm competitive. But who isn't? If you aren't, don't pay with us. HAah

Okay, I'm done. I've got many things to do. Let's see if I can write a couple more times before the month ends! Internet will be in my hands hopefully in September. :)


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